Posted by Tracy (195.147.233.43) on June 22, 2000 at 03:38:34:
is appropriate.
I meant what I said to Carl in the best possible way.
I was just trying to help. I'm sorry that my trying to help by being a bit tougher in the support department is considered sanctimonious or self rightous. I'm VERY sorry that my attempts to boost people are called Sentiment of the Day. Im sorry that my attempts to support people are never done in the right way.
I'm sorry that what I do is always wrong, no matter which way I do it.
I've been sick for close to a week, and the only people whove bothered to get in touch to say hi, are SteveK and Elaine. Well, they do say when the chips are down........
I'm VERY hurt about this. To say I'm crying right now is an understatement, but then it's not like anyone would care.
I don't hate anyone. I've now learned I'm alone in this...right to the wire. It's a lesson, another harsh one, but one I'm learning well. Don't try to help people....they don't want you to. All they want is the usual platitudes and nothing else. Well, I can't do that. I'm a feeling person, I HATE to see people in pain. I maybe a bit too "touchy feely" for the click here. But that's me, like me or loathe me. You've chosen to loathe me, fair enough.
I hope you all find a cure for CH. Me, I'm going my own way. Med free, pain laden and on my own.
To quote Carl.....ah well, that's life.
Take care and God bless,
Tracy