Posted by Steve (208.251.154.22) on August 26, 1999 at 05:50:46:
I did manage to get a few hours sleep but of course the beast will not leave me alone. He is back to visit in just a few hours. I sometimes feel very alone. I turn here and it helps but the pain just doesn't quit. I'm not real sure how much longer I will be able to hold out. The fight seems constant. The doctors know so little. I will call the neuro again this morning but know it won't help much. Think of me today my freinds, I will need your support more than ever. I need to work but won't function well on 2 hours sleep. The beast is demanding control. One more day I will fight. The fight is getting harder and harder on less and less sleep. Thank you my freinds for listening, your all I have left........