Posted by Elizabeth (65.31.190.231) on January 09, 2002 at 16:34:39:
Yeah, I'm having a bad day....
Need the biggest, longest hug on earth...but don't want *anyone* to touch me.
It's that dread in the pit of your stomach thing...
The results of my dad's biopsy still aren't back - there are two pathologists who are sending it back and forth....that can't be good...
I *should* be happy... been mostly pf for almost 2 weeks....can pay all my bills...kids are healthy...am losing weight.... so why am I *not* happy?
Have a vacation planned for the very near future... do I need to stay home because of my dad? I'm not sure I'll be able to have a good time...
And why am I thinking about myself when my dad has this problem? (that's a rhetorical question....) Pretty selfish of me: 'boohoo...I'm sad...' while dad is waiting to find out whether or not he has cancer again....
Liz