Posted by Tracy (195.147.151.195) on May 12, 2000 at 13:56:27:
In Reply to: Then DO cry, Tracy!!! posted by Margi on May 12, 2000 at 13:28:27:
sometimes, a swift kick up the behind is all I need. There's always someone worse off.
My mum rang, they think she may have cancer. They havent said in so many words, but the inference was there - that and the fact they want her in hospital stat.
How much worse can one day get? Im shadowing slightly, but hell (like you said), it's been a grand day without the beast.
Ill take it one day at a time. But no, you're right really, I could never leave my Bethany.
BTW, if you wonder what she looks like, she's the little blonde munchkin in the pictures with me on the pic board......as I told Riccardo, I was never THAT cute as a kid!
You're a special person Margi. Thanks for being there.
Hell, you're all special people. I should say, that I didnt mean it in a nasty way about only having you guys as friends and that depressing me, it wasnt that at all (Im GLAD to have you guys) - it's just ......Id like some friends HERE. But,well, there's no point crying over spilt milk.
My mum's going to need me now, they're talking hysterectomy already. I cant be falling apart all over the place. My dad's not good with this - he wont accept there's a problem......the old ostrich routine.
Oh, and I WILL start that journal. Who knows maybe it'll get published and then lots people will realise they have CH too and we can take over the WORLD!!!!! Okay...too much, too much!
Ill start with page 1........
Take care and God bless.....I really mean it when I say thank you. You honestly saved a stupid person today. I aint messing.
Tracy