Posted by Hal (206.15.143.72) on December 07, 1999 at 14:03:36:
We’re all only too familiar with the horror of The Demon’s sneak attacks in the middle of the night. But, I’ve been wondering whether a daytime attack is like this for anyone else. With me, a daytime attack doesn’t start suddenly, out of nowhere, with the pain already at the level of indescribable agony, the way a night attack does. Rather, The Demon sort of sneaks into my head in tiny little steps, like a toddler going up some stairs. It’s like, pain [pause] pain! [pause] pain!! [pause] pain!!! [pause] Pain [pause] Pain! [pause] Pain!! [pause] Pain!!! [pause] PAIN [pause] PAIN! [pause] PAIN!! [pause] PAIN!!! till, finally, it reaches the level of total, unrelenting, unwavering, indescribable, agonizing, horrible, terrible, and any other adjective that you can think of, am-I-going-to-be-able-to-take-it-or-am-I-going-to-have-to kill-myself-this-time PPPPPAAAAAIIIIINNNNN!!!!!
Is it like this for anyone else?