Posted by Rick B (140.186.100.122) on July 14, 1999 at 02:51:01:
Well here I am. 2:00am out of o2 having to Stadol is nearly gone. This is two in a row which means theres more on the way.
Hi gang, I dont post all that often, mostly read and offers upport where I can. Please dont mind the spelling. One eye is closed and typing is a bitch. Thanks to al who make it possible for me to be here its a haven. my wife and I were talking tonight. I was thinking of becoming a BIG
Brother. We dont have kids of our own and I though it
would be a nice way to help someone who is less off
then ourselves. And of course the underlying question
arises like the beast itself. What if you get a CH when
your with your little brother. Is it fair to him? We
decided that even if your within the same room as a Ch
your afffected. This is the second time this has come up. The first was I wanted to volunteer in my town On the Volunteer fire dept. You know give something back. I had the same repsonse from people. WHAT IF ????????? Has anyone else experienced this type of feeling of literal helplessness? There are so manythings I want to do but cant.
How can I try to put a positive spin on a young boys life
when I am constantly loooking over my shoulder for the beast?
It has been four years now that Ive been chronic and Ive had it.
I feel like I should just crawl into a room close the door and await death itself.
THIS IS NOT ME!!!! WHO IS THIS PERSON??? Has anyone tried counceling? My brain cant take it.
I could handle it if it was constant. You know I lost both my legs or something.
omething tangible. These headaches are the worst. Not only is it the worst pain I have ever or anyone
has everfelt before. But there is no method to the madness. They can hit at any time. Work Rest, or play. nothing stops them. I have been on morewe meds then I care to recount.
Its funny Sometimes I feel the meds are starting to work and then BAM here I am. Well Thanks to those who REad tihs and I wish all aboard not zeros but no headache at all. I want you all to have a day
where you forget them. Headaches?????? Did I have a headache? BYE for now.