Posted by Carl D on April 21, 1999 at 21:45:14:
O.k. , I didn't really kill him. I called him up and chewed them out. I told them that the pain I am experiencing is greater than that of complicated childbirth or having a limb ripped from your body. Now, would you give someone fiorinal for that? I told them that I was advised that my dr probably hates me or has a vendetta against me. So, they referred me to a woman who specializes in CH's. I'm wondering why they didn't give me this info a little bit sooner. Oh yeah, They gave me a prescription for Vicodin ES. Its keeping the constant dull ache in the back & front of my head down, but doesn't do a thing for the h/a's. Yesterday was my birthday but I didnt really celebrate it. After all, I had 3 thru the night the night before, a half hours sleep, and 2 last night and a killer one about 5:30 today. Makes me wanna go ballistic, but it wouldnt solve a thing. Sure wish I knew someone who could help me make a virtual reality device that simulates CH's, but the catch is:you cant turn it off-you have to ride it out. I can think of a few doc's who I would strap in for a few days. I'm totally stressed. I have only 9 days to relocate, and still dont have a clue what I'm gonna do. Things are going crazy right now. I'm hanging in there, for now. I just hope either these things will end, or somehow I'll find some kind of relief. If i could just sleep...
Desperate for an end to the madness.
Carl D.