Posted by dawn (64.12.105.183) on June 01, 2001 at 10:15:36:
In Reply to: The nightmare from which you never wake..... posted by August on June 01, 2001 at 05:24:42:
please dont give up. You have said some very kind words that have helped me get through the day. So i will try and give you some kind words back, just do remember we are all in the same boat here, and we all wish this hell would end.
Hope this helps:
I KNOW YOU
I know you,
In fact, I know you better than you know yourself,
You were born a child of wonder, full of love,acceptance,vitality,compassion,truth, beauty,and magic.
All you ever wanted was to live and love unconditionally.
But you were born into the vacuum of CH.
Life cannot exist within a vacuum, so the child in you died and yet another lifeless adult was born.
You have held your breath for years, afraid. Afraid to sleep, afraid to eat, afraid to leave your room, afraid to LIVE.
I know you
You hide your fear behind anger and rationality.
You hide your pain behin a smile when you really feel like crying.
You hide from all that you feel, all that you want,and all that you need, closing your world around you as if it will make it all go away.
But you cant hide from me.
I know you
It is time to stop holding your breath, and start living again.
I know you are frightened but it is safe now, and I am with you. Take my hand and feel me with you always.
I am the one person in this world who will always love you unconditionally, and will never abandon you.
I love you as I love myself, and need you too.
dawn