Posted by August (208.161.103.136) on June 01, 2001 at 05:24:42:
As i'm sitting here, typing away at the computer i feel a disturbance in my space. I look over and there's a huge black hairy spider right by my left hand. My first thought is to kill it, but i don't. Every life is precious, and it's just a spider that's lost, and needs help to find his way out.
Now i'm back into my self-absorbed thoughts, and wishing i was as deserving as that spider. I'd like someone to rescue me, and guide me out of this nightmare. I wish i could wake up from this nightmare. I wish i could get everyone shrooms to try at least once, and everyone could wake up to a pain-free life.
I wish i could go to sleep and never wake up...i've reached my limit on pain. Tomorrow is already today, ..i can't keep living this way. Something has to make it stop, i want off!
One click of the mouse, and i'm back to my corner, back to my war. Sometimes i wish i was a spider.