Posted by cecile (195.132.186.19) on April 10, 2001 at 14:08:33:
I know that I don’t really think that, but I need to shout on someone for my depress.
As you may know if you have red one of my message, I want to get pregnant for a while , but as I guess that my meds are not good for a fetus, I decided to met my doctor before.
Right, I had to wait 2 months before she can see me. And when I met her, she told me that for the moment a pregnancy is impossible because of my meds. But as she has never been confronted to such a problem (a CH girl who want to get pregnant), she told (promised ?) me that she will call me soon, after she has contact other CH specialists to see what I could do. But this was MORE THAN WEEKS AGO !!!!!
I tried to reach her on the phone all day long (it 8am here) but she was always too busy to call me back!!!
I cannot cope with this waiting anymore. Not knowing is worst than knowing a bad news. I start imagine the worst things about my pregnancy, my couple, and my future lonely life.
I know that doctors are busy and try to do their best for CH, but they should considered us like individuals and not only like patients or sufferers. They (she) should understand that I just need a call, I just need information. Moreover, she is a woman she should know how it can be important for me .
I am upset today because of this bloody telephone which is still quiet but I really cannot stand this waiting.
Last thing : I know it is unfair for you to stand with may moaning but people says that sometimes it is good to shout. So this was my shout !
But do I feel better this is the question.