Posted by Jackie L. (207.108.105.195) on April 09, 2001 at 12:01:52:
For about the last week from hour to hour I don't know if their will be snow or rain outside..I wish that this damn weather would make up its mind to snow or rain or do whatever it is gonna do and get it over with...but supposed to be another week of this..
Because of this my whole body is in a "chronic cycle of pain" that doesn't seem to have any end in sight...The meds are useless in controling any pain anywhere...ch, back, neck, head to toe is just a big out of control mess!!! and that is putting it mildly..Not to mention being forced to take on the crap around the house that isn't my responsibility... PRESSURE from every side...SIGH
Seems like one day in bed and one day out and then just keep repeating the cycle...only problem is today is supposed to be that day in bed!!! NOT!!!
I am so fed up with doc's I could about puke on each and every one of them..but the good thing is, my sister is finally getting help for her headaches...which is a good thing...
Since Dec. I Stopped all the meds with the exception of the duragesic patch and have actually needed to raise that to the 50's instead of the 25's... I figure why waste the time and money (not to mention my gut) on all these damn meds that don't work anyway...seems pretty silly to take them when you puke them within an hour...so in the toilet they went (without my stomach) LOL...
But that hasn't helped anything either... I won't keep wasting my time on doc's who have no intentions of helping "chronic" conditions... Nah around here if you aren't an easy "fix" than you are wasting time and money as they don't want anything to do with you.... Well I am tired of padding their pocket books and still feeling miserable...
Sorry that I haven't been around lately...barely checking my e-mails...just in that old familiar "survival mode" that seems to hit every once in awhile...
Hope everyone is doing ok and holding their own... Just need to vent....somewhere safe...LoL....
I shall return soon... Love Jackie L...