Posted by karen (64.12.103.46) on March 07, 2001 at 11:46:15:
when the pain level only climbs to a 4 or 5, you think to yourself, hey, i can handle this, I must be getting better at it or something, i can have an attack and go on with my day and get some time in between., and then weeks later when they are endless and at the highest level, you think why didnt I kill myself at the start? I knew it was coming, why was I in denial?
I am sure this doesnt make sense, and I dont even care, guys/.