Posted by annemarie (195.96.98.222) on January 12, 2001 at 16:49:02:
In Reply to: It has been a rough night. posted by Little Liberty on January 12, 2001 at 11:57:46:
Poor Nathan, yes. It was terrible for Nathan, but he is properly beyond that now.
And it is going to be bad, very bad for you too. You both will keep thinking what if...
Please, when this is over, think on choices. Choices Nathan made freely. If you had slipped him some shrooms, yes, he might still be alive today. But he might not have been too happy about what you did to him.
It was the choice of a free man not to cheat and lie. I respect him for it.
I'll cry with you about his pain and about the loss of him. But spare yourself the agony of taking on his wife's guilt!
And, Liberty, if you want to be useful, don't
defy authority. Don't get yourself cornered and jailed.
My thoughts are with you both.
Walk in beauty, Annemarie