Posted by sailpappy (166.62.176.206) on November 19, 2000 at 20:53:58:
In Reply to: What am i supposed to scream to ? Please make it stop!! posted by August on November 19, 2000 at 19:10:16:
I was here before and thought I could take no more, I waited until the bitter end, when I could not hold onto my own faith and resolve to remain drug free, I, the preacher of abstination, the crier of control, lost my strength and relented to the Demons call.
Morphine for 3 days got me beyond the crisis and allowed just a moment of peace, I've suffered the silent shroud of guilt ever since, but my friend guilt is tolerable the pain is not. Go to the ER and have them knock you out with Morphine or one of the synthetic's. Even Phenergran would knock me down many years ago. Wait no longer --Seek help Please. I pray for you every day but apparently that isn't enough! SEEK HELP NOW!
John