Posted by August (206.103.56.57) on November 19, 2000 at 19:10:16:
There has to be something, some kind of anything that will listen and make this end. Please something just make it stop! I can't take it anymore. As soon as i say that, i have to recant and say there is no choice involved. I have to to take it.
I've been hitting ten every attack for almost a week now. Lasting three hours, and almost two hour breaks in between. I don't have any strength left to fight.
I can't think, i can't sleep or eat. If anyone thinks they have a direct line to God or something of that nature, please pray for me. I can't take anymore, and it has to stop now. I'm scared to death and shaking thinking of the next one, I can't do it, and it's coming. I can't take another one, i can't.