Posted by August (206.102.3.241) on October 14, 2000 at 21:02:07:
I said I'd update on the shroom thing. I took 16 liberty caps Friday night. They were the last of my supply. This time i didn't put them in hotfudge to save myself from an upset stomach again. I popped them systematically into my mouth and chewed them. Sort of like that bitter beer face commercial is what i looked like while eating them. I don't know, maybe it's too soon to tell, but I haven't seen any marked improvement yet. I'm in the part of my month where i get 10's up to 7-8 times. I thought this would be a good time to try again. I was praying to the shroom gods for a miracle. I really need one. I can't exist like this any longer. I don't know what i'm doing wrong. I hope that people won't base their opinion on this treatment based on my results. I'm going to give it another try. I'm not giving up yet.
One of many
One more swallowed scream
that chokes
between the gasps
of air
that drowns
inside the flowing tears
that hides
behind anguished cries
that clings
to unspoken lies
that it will end.