Posted by Michael N. Coates (24.24.58.166) on September 30, 2000 at 12:50:10:
I have been getting the beast since I was 18 years old. for the first 10 or so years the beast would only come between October 15th and febuary 30th like clock work. the older I got the worse and more freekwent he would come. I am now 38 and the beast comes every day for an hour or so and 5 to 7 times a night. he sometime stays for as long as 10 hours. I fell like there is nothing left in life for me. the doctoers just keep giving me all kinds of drugs but nothing works. I am having truble dealing with even the simplest things and sleep has become more to me than gold. I feel that I have let my wife down and that she would be better off with out me. I have no were else to go can any one help me please please he just keeps comming.