Posted by Gary (216.34.56.10) on May 24, 2000 at 22:05:47:
It seems that this mutant demon has got me by the.....
I can't afford the meds to keep them away. I can't, or I'm
afraid to get a job because I'll get canned for having
these, or being on meds. My medi-cal won't pay for my meds
If you think I'm looking for sympathy....you're right.
This thing has ruined almost any chance of having a
normal life, even being able to be a proper provider
for my family. I'm not suicidal, but I'm very offensive
when it comes to my pain....
Forgiveness is a wonderful thing.....I need you people
even though I'm new here and left on a bad note...
I'd like to try to re-establish myself here to use
this place for help, and not to hurt others...
To all of you I've offended, I'd like to start over.
critcize me all you'd like, but I'm the same, or worse
than you, and deserve another chance...
No matter what, I can't stay away for the fact that I need you all
because you're the only people on this earth that could possibly
understand my pain.