Posted by Debby (196.28.130.212) on March 01, 2000 at 07:33:12:
I had a five day break from the beast but he was back again this morning. Tell me, am I going mad? During my pain free days I have the following symptoms and I don't know if it is from being a CH or if I have some underlying phycological problem:
Irritable
Light Headed
Muscle Spasms (that is from the beast)
No labido (oooops - anyone else with this problem)
Insomnia
Anxiety
Short term memory
Can't spell properly
Can't talk properly
Guilt, guilt, guilt
I basically feel as though I am walking on a cloud with my whole body pulsating. I am so tired but can't relax and sleep. My Dr says I have low blood pressure but wow, I'm sure that can't cause all of the above.
Anybody relate? My husband understands my pain but I'm sure he thinks I am going mad with all the above as well.