Posted by Dave (205.188.193.163) on February 25, 2000 at 05:31:13:
In Reply to: Rich-I'm Really Scared right now.. posted by Matt J. on February 25, 2000 at 04:46:16:
Hi Matt,
I too can't lay down. Haven't in probably 3 weeks now. I get maybe 2 hours sleep per 24 hours.
This by complete exhaustion, sitting in a chair with a stupid U shaped pillow that fits comfortably around my neck, but puts no pressure there. This definitely has caused serious back pains. I take extremely hot showers to try and relax those muscles, but it only lasts for an hour or two.
As far as losing my mind, yeah, we all feel that too. I have to just try and think about the good things in life. They are there, shoot my future wife will be back in a week and that helps a lot!
I did start to vent a little while responding to the post above, but we need that too. Sometimes I wonder if I hold too much in? I'm angry at this damn beast, but ain't no way he's gonna win.
Like you, I find so much relief and support from
all these people here,
Hang in there Matt!
We'll win!
Dave