Posted by Susan (4.54.47.113) on January 12, 2000 at 17:14:21:
In Reply to: you asked for honesty: posted by gary on January 12, 2000 at 15:17:57:
Who am I blaming and for what?
I am honest, the toke or two was poetic license is all.
I don't recall saying it was occasional.
It is daily, but in moderation.
Not to where I need any help for it.
I feel it should be legalized.
My sons aren't exposed to it, and my oldest is aware of my belief.
He doesn't sit in judgement.
As for the Histrionic disorder, I know what the traits are.
I believe they surfaced from trying to get family,dr's and others to understand the pain I go thru with clusters.
It makes sense.
I'm not whining about anything.
Sorry if that is how I come across.
I have been having trouble with our computer if that's what you are referring to-my complaining of the whole process.
I will keep it to myself if that will make everybody more comfortable.
I'm not upset, just discouraged to find that my attempts to be myself upset others.
I'm going offline for the rest of the night, my son has a hockey game tonight.
Feel free to E-mail me and get as nasty as you like.
Sue