Posted by Tonya (208.30.90.57) on December 17, 1999 at 13:15:07:
I`m physically sick an tired of these headache`s. It seem`s so unfair that anyone must take this pain.
To sleep is only a dream. To die is becoming my reality.
Why must we go on with this pain?
When will it stop?
Will it ever stop?
Nothing make`s since to me anymore.
My world is PAIN. Never ending. Never stopping. It`s like a very bad friend I do not want in my life but for some reason it never leaves. I can count on it to alway`s be there.
I have watched HOPE walk out my door.
I have watched LIFE walk out my door.
I have watched my Mind walk out my door.
It has broken my spirit. My will for for life an living.
Everthing is blurred in the mind of a CH victim.
What seem`s like an easy question has not an easy answer..
WHY? WHY? WHY?
Sorry for caring on. I`m at the end of my rope. I dont know where to turn where to go. What to do?