Posted by Carl D (208.4.16.216) on December 05, 1999 at 06:41:52:
In Reply to: The Party's Over posted by Carl D on December 05, 1999 at 06:35:21:
forgive my ramblings. Like I said, I have been up for two days and my body is just getting accustomed to sleep again - so I am totally out of it. It is taking everything that is within me not to jump in traffic or off of a bridge. I just know that if I did that, the very next day there would be a post that a cure has been found for CH's and everybody would be cured - except me - I would be dead. Dammit, why can't shit go my way for once? Why can't I have these under control? Why can't I............
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