Posted by Angela G (209.20.239.46) on October 06, 1999 at 06:03:53:
In Reply to: Goodbye posted by Carl D on October 05, 1999 at 09:35:34:
Carl your poetry is heartfelt and beautiful but full of pain. I can feel the pain you have emotionally and physically coming out of it. I read your post and it sounded like you are trying to say goodbye for good. You can see that many here care about you. Don't give in, don't give up. I lost a friend through suicide and it is so horrible and such a waste.
Please come back and let us know you are ok.
If I am misreading your post I apologize.
I remember writing to you before. You said you were a freak. That is how I feel too, out of sync out of place and out of patience for this life that we don't get to live. There is some light to be found though. I would like to help you find some.
You are in my thoughts and prayers and I want to hear from you please.