Posted by GhostRyder on September 08, 1998 at 20:34:30:
Found this site a while ago but only made a few posts here
and there.I am a cluster sufferer for 13 years now and just
started my 7th year of them being chronic.Through the year
the clusters will let up some to maybe 1-3 a day just on the
right side of my head...but come sept-dec,I know Im in for hell
and its already started.I can deal with a few of these god damn
things a day...but when I am getting from 10-15 a day I just cant
take this anymore...and then to top it all off I get an eposidic
cluster attack on the left side of my head normally twice a year..
and thats starting now too...where I get them one after another
on either side and sometimes both.These things have made me a very
stong person...but now they have finally started breaking me down
to the point where all the inner strength I had is almost gone.I see
no reason to go to sleep at night cause I know what is coming and I
have no reason to get out of bed in the mornings...its a bunch of shit.
My doctors tell me theres nothing they can do for me..and they have never
heard of a case of clusters this bad...really gives me hope hearing that
huh?All I seem to do now is cluster..then spend a little time recovering
just to cluster again and I am at the end of my rope!