Posted by Rob (195.66.30.40) on September 09, 1999 at 20:57:36:
In Reply to: Clusters, Depression...Suicide posted by Carl D on September 09, 1999 at 15:57:29:
Hi Carl
Sorry to hear you've lost a friend.
Words cannot describe the pain you must feel, in '90 I had the same experience
and reading your post brings back al the memories and the questions.
One morning we travelled together and made an appointement for the next day and
the same evening I got a call that she had jumped in front of a car.
We had discussed the subject suïcide many times (we both suffered from depression)
and she stopped talking about it weeks before. I think by that time she had made
up her mind about it and she wouldn't let anyone talk her out of it.
The pain I felt afterwards was nothing compared to the pain she must have felt in
her last minutes. When I think of her I allways whisper "you're happy where you
are now".
Rob (CH and depr)
Rob