Posted by Mom (209.86.22.27) on August 15, 1999 at 23:19:48:
In Reply to: Suicide came close to home ! posted by Heather on August 15, 1999 at 19:56:46:
Dear Heather,
I was mad at first when I read your post ! Then I knew why I was mad. It was because I did a real dumn thing Sunday night one of the dumnest things I have ever done. I did not want the whole world to know it! Life just slaped me in the face and for some reason that tuff old mom you think you have broke. I am not perfect and I have tried so hard to be what everyone wanted and needed. Life knocks me down and I get back up. Sunday I could not get up I am sorry. I guess I did not try hard enough. I am up now and have crutches, you Deveny and Adair and my friends are my crutches. I will use these crutches next time I find it hard to get up.
You are special in so many ways I hope you know that! I thank you for going to my friends and asking for help that night. You needed help to my sweet. I can only say I am sorry and give you my word it will never happen again. You know my word is good ! Now I want you to know Todd and a few of the others on this board saved your butt tonight. I love you !
Mom
One more thing I heard through the grape vine you are thinking about getting married ! I like the guy! Think you and him make a nice pair. Its ok with me. You have my blessing. It is going to be a long long engagement right?