Posted by Amanda Best (216.164.7.103) on July 31, 1999 at 17:35:39:
In Reply to: I guess this place isn't for me. posted by Michael on July 31, 1999 at 17:12:58:
Michael,
excuse me for being so frustrated. I am sorry if you feel a need to leave this boeard, this place is just as much yours as mine. I can only speak for myself. I don't need to change or modify my thinking about "my friend". I have had them for a very long time and I deal with them quite well. I am open to everything and as a matter of Fact I have tried about everything. 80% of the treratments i use are holistic and natural stuff that i learned HERE!
I was wrong to lash out but that is one thing this board is for, venting. Better I lash out here than on myself, or someone else.
We as sufferers go through all types of emotions, good and bad, most people here understand that, Thats why we are here!
Most of us have been alone most of our lives with this monster and i am glad that i have a new family where i do not have to be serious 100% of the time. I spent years frightened and alone, always serious and never laughing. Now I can laugh at myself as well as this group. That's right, I said "at this group". Why? Because we are pathetacally funny at times! We stick our heads in freezers, run around in circles and somehow in the end we still manage to laugh!
Sorry, i am rambling, any way, there is a point here somwhere.
Smile,
Amanda