Posted by LadyStahr (152.163.205.79) on July 23, 1999 at 18:28:12:
In Reply to: Re: Upset/Angry Supporter, Help! posted by Linda Garratt on July 23, 1999 at 17:14:51:
Reading all your comments I feel like I have come to the right place. A jackass he might be but I do love him or I wouldn't have married him again. To the person that made the comment that I must be a wonderful woman, no, I'm not...I'm not wonderful, and I'm not perfect, I have my faults same as everyone else. I have a short temper and I know it.
Big time short fuse here - and I react by not worrying about *anything* I can possibly avoid worrying about. I feel myself ready to blow, lately, because of several circumstances that have happened in the last few weeks, not the least of which is his CH being diagnosed again.
And you know, I know that I don't know how the HA's feel, the worst I've had was a migraine that lasted for three days. But I still can function when I have migraines. And my head tells me that he can't function with the CH, but my emotions react differently. I see him functioning so normally when he's not having an attack...
I'm rambling. He stayed home today and had one attack at around 9 a.m. that peaked and went away within an hour. So it seems that the medication is starting to work. I hope. Still, life is not normal according to my rules - we can't go do what we want to do for fear that he will have one, and that means that I will be taking my daughter to the fair alone tonight.
Thanks to all who emailed me last night and today. I will be reading a lot on this board, I can see.
Lisa :o)