Posted by Joe (205.169.199.24) on June 30, 1999 at 11:06:40:
In Reply to: Less Than posted by Carl D on June 30, 1999 at 09:21:14:
Carl,
You should see my freakin apartment. There is crap piled up knee high. Pizza boxes, empty six packs, Little Debbie wrappers, clothes, dog hair. No woman in her right mind would step foot in that place. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I too have felt less than (human) for the last several years. Perhaps it was all those years of trying to deal with this shit alone and in seclusion. So I've reverted into a caveman. I haven't experienced real happiness in several years and I suspect alot of us here are in the same leaky ass boat. But that is the point of this place. So we don't have to suffer alone anymore. And just maybe, through the power of many, we can find a way to beat this mo fo. Obviously many of us are on the edge of our sanity. But realize that your essence has been around since the beginning of life. Billions of years have gone by and by some chance(or maybe not by chance)the tiny organism that started out in the muck and mire has slowly evolved into YOU. So don't throw billions of years of survival away because of this freakin disease. Put your anger and frustration and passion into getting the word out and educating so more can be done. You know the possibility exists that we will find a way to lick this thing in our lifetime. People are here for you Carl. Keep boppin and weavin.