Posted by Dawn Marie (199.248.165.204) on June 16, 1999 at 11:53:31:
You all don't know me...but I know you. I have been "using" your support for a few weeks now. Thank you. I think sometimes that I am the only in this world that experiences this. My HMO has changed now and I am starting from ground zero with this new guy. They think I'm crazy. I read what someone wrote about being losers. I agree. I have lost my family. I can hardly blame him for not wanting to deal with this. It has completely disrupted my life. Lost jobs. And at 4 in the morning...lost sanity. I currently take blood thinner (coumadin) for another reason. But it prevents me from being able to take anything else. The only drug that doesn't react to the Coumadin is Demoral and Codeine. I am allergic to Demoral and so that leaves me with very little. I could use some friends right now. Tell me I am not completely crazy. Thank you or keeping me alive. :)