Posted by Linda Howell (209.78.170.75) on January 21, 2002 at 22:51:43:
What a great "FAMILY" we all have here. I wonder if all of you newcomers realize how lucky you are to have happened upon this place?
Thanks to Margi's badgering, and Jonny's phone threats I went to my Dr today.
I am now on Pamerol. Never heard of it before, but he thinks it will break my depression.
He doesn't think I've gone..."CPH" which I certainly thought I had done.
I have even NOT given up hope yet.
I hope to be back at my usual chronic self soon.
Thank you Nancy for your phone message. That slow southern drawl really made me relax.
Thank you Margi and Jonny for the kick in the ass I needed.
Thank you Ken Hubner, Deb, Melissa, and Todd for the life-line ropes that I needed.
TerryS....someday I hope I can be of help to you.
Yes, this is an internet of people who appear to be only black squiggles on a computer screen. But we're all more than that. Many of you I have met. Had a beer with, had sevceral of you peel me off the wall, and have laughed and joked and talked about our lives besides CH with. You are all so very important to me, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your support. Now it's time for me to get my ass in gear and say "fuck you" to this beast who wants to reside in my head forever.
Linda Howell who is NOT giving in.........
P.S. BTW...does anyone want to know why Drummer calls himself an idiot? One of his hero's is Mark Twain, whio always called himself an...you got it, an IDIOT.