Posted by Todd (65.187.231.105) on December 30, 2001 at 00:21:37:
In Reply to: Well Todd, Its opinions like that Fuk up the poll... posted by Tony G on December 29, 2001 at 19:14:09:
as long as they agree with yours?
I'm fairly certain that I made it clear in my post that I have never seriously considered suicide during an attack. Consequently, I answered that way to the poll, which leaves me wondering why you think I've "fuked" anything up?
As for pain, I had my finger chopped off with a hatchet as a child. I'd give that about a Kip 5. The disinfecting and reattaching was maybe a 7.
Didn't want to kill myself then either.
The point Donna made and I tried to add to was that the poll asked if we had seriously considered suicide - i.e., ending our life - as a result of clusters. My answer remains the same. No.
This is totally separate from wanting to end the pain, which I assume we all desire more than nearly anything.
Does lead to an interesting thought though....would a masochistic clusterhead look forward to cycles and dream of becoming chronic?
KTSSU,
T