Posted by Jasmyn (196.2.40.7) on December 16, 2001 at 12:20:05:
Thoughts
Thoughts meandering through the crevasses of my mind
Creeping, then curling into crumpled balls, slumping into darkened corners
Hiding snoozing slumbering ... I forget... I want to forget... I need to forget
Thoughts oozing painfully through every synapse
Electrically linking each pain center with HELL, the fire starts burning
Flames erupt, my eye an exploding volcano of streaming lava
Thoughts ablaze with red hot coals fighting to gather in every available ravine
Churning, grinding towards its pre-programmed destination
Too late, no turning back, no stop button, no escape
Thoughts unable to control the hate, the pain, the conception of this DEMON
The enemy inside me I have to kill, I run around, I bang my head, I want to bleed
I’ll kill you, you BASTARD, it’s my body, you hear…you hear!
Thoughts suicidal, rummaging, one eyed, for left over drugs
Cursing and moaning, I’ve found some relieve and part sanity is salvaged
Exhausted and elated, I’ve killed you for now!
Thoughts meandering through the crevasses of my mind
Creeping, then curling into fearful crumpled balls, slumping into darkened corners
Hiding, never snoozing, always fitful slumber ...I want to forget... I can not forget...I fear