Posted by Dennis O'C (209.34.4.160) on December 02, 2001 at 23:21:06:
In Reply to: my pain posted by Mary Beth Slavin on December 02, 2001 at 21:37:07:
...there is a pillow of darkness localized about one's face and heart that can be so deep...so solid ...it cuts off all air. Moments twisted into a noose that strangle us...
Despair...to lose all heart, courage, faith and hope.
Heaven is ten Zillion light years away.
...at this writing, half the people who read yer post here have been there. Be assured for what it's worth that irrespective of the # of responses you receive...many souls, relating to yer lonely little corner of hell, hold you in the palm of their hand...in prayer and support.
...the involvement of yer arm and chest does sound UNclusterlike. I'm assuming you have clicked on all the info links on the left. The foundation of a pain management plan for Clusters is there.
...I can't speak for the pump in yer chest...butt yer heart sounds fine.
Just fer tonight...close yer eyes...give it up. You have done all you can....let us carry you in our hearts. We'll wake you when the peace and light of a new day dawns.
Walk in the sunshine
DEN