Posted by Elaine (172.165.198.2) on November 28, 2001 at 10:26:34:
There are people who think with their brains. Every problem in life should be thought out and there is always a way to fix it.My damn problem has been I think with my heart. What ever I do in life effects someone else. If I go one way someone gets hurt , if I go the other way someone else gets hurt. That hurts me, just to think someone is having a hard time or feeling bad cause I went a certain way just drives me nuts. No matter witch way I go I will hurt. Then here I sit in the middle at a stand still, wanting to scream. The good thing about clusters is you can take a shot of imitrex and its gone. What kind of shot do you get to stop the hurt that gets in your heart sometimes. The only thing I know to do is just carry on. It must be that time of the months LOL!I am not talking about any of you just my life in general, this post has nothing to do with any problems among cluster friends or even clusters. It a post that says hey clusters suck, but so do so much in life. We have to work around it all. Clusters , life big problems and lifes little problems and in doing so, we got to figure out the right road to take. It sure is hard to be happy and not hurt someone else.OK I will shut up now. No need to answer this post, I am just talking, maybe to the wind , maybe to a friend, maybe to my God. I am OK just thinking out loud! To people I care about!Well I am going to go try to get in the mood to do something, even if its wrong LOL!Take care play nice. See you guys in chat later tonight!