Posted by Tabitha (208.44.227.139) on November 26, 2001 at 13:07:16:
I have been going through a very bad epsiode since about late October. The headaches seem to be getting worse, and more intense. My boyfriend, god bless him, tries to undertsand. But, all he can do is sit and watch me in pain. I bang my head up agianst the all, pace, hold my head in my hands and scream. I beg someone, anyone to take me to the hospital, and while I am there I scream at the doctors to just "Give me a shot!". Now, I wonder how each day will go, how bad it will be. All doctors have are differet ideas on the "Hows, & Whys" but none can help me. Lately I am growing to tired to fight. I have been fighting something so unseen for years that my body is to tired. I get to the point that I wish that the doctors would find something deadly, at least I would have an answer as to why. Thanks for listening, it gets lonely.