Posted by joanie on November 14, 2001 at 12:22:23:
I am currently in my 25th year of annual clusters. I am in the middle of a cycle right now. I know that nobody reeally understands except my husband or parents who have lived through this with me.Still, they don't understand how difficult it is. When I am in the cycle it seems to be the only thiong I talk about because it dominates my life. No one is interested though.
I am so relieved to find this site simply so I can tell my story to somebody who knows and can empathize with me. I need to know that I am not alone, I need sympathy because this is the most debilitating excruciating aspect of my life. Every time I am in the cycle I say "I cannot live the rest of my life like this!" Does it ever end?