Posted by Charles on November 08, 2001 at 23:30:05:
The beasts are lingering lick a pack of dogs. Sorry to those of you who have taken offence to previous posts that I have written. I have been thinking hard about how I may have done so by just letting completely loose and not thinking about what others might think. You are the ones that need support, not another hate or blame story. But, for some of you, I strongly suggest you read the entire passage before you start planning your follow up. Just a little advice from a young know it all. I am just going to sit back and watch for areas that I might be able to help in. As much as I like to blow off steam, this is not the place I want to unload my hate. For those of you that need a little love, you don't have to ask, I'll be there for you. Pain has always been a great part of my life, with or without this beast. Hate is the only translation my mind knows. I will take it back to the spiral notebooks. I feel everyone will be in a better state of mind, includeing me. The shadows have been with me for as many hours as I can not know. All I do is think and think about what to do and who to call. To bad there's nothing I can do and there's no one to call. These things just show me how much I need to get up and fight the pain, go see someone I love and tell them that I love them. That is what I am here to say. Get up, go to someone you have always loved, talk to them, and share your love that you have with that person. You never know when you will have such a chance again. It makes me smile just thinking about it. The good. The great. The eternal feeling of love. I hope mabey you will take my advice and mabey, just mabey it will put a grin on your face. Pray, for I am in pain like always.... -Charles-