Posted by nancyc (205.188.197.167) on August 19, 2001 at 16:01:54:
When I first found Ch. Com....I found a new family....a place where I was understood and no longer had to hide the pain of clusterheadaches. That was about a year ago. I have made some wonderful friends in that time. So many things have happened since then. I have had the opportunity to meet clusterheads in Atlanta, talk to them on the phone, receive mail from them, be apart of the Adam project, laugh and cry with them... you guys are a big part of my life. Recently there has been alot of fussing and fighting going on...I know this is part of life but last nite was a wake up call for me...I almost lost a friend and I was reminded that we are not promised tomorrow..this board is not a bunch of black squiggles to me, people...you guys are real to me...you are important to me. I am an emotional person and when we disagree and fuss, I hurt and I take it hard. If I have hurt anyone on this board or said or done anything to hurt anyone, I truly apologize from the bottom of my heart. I know I can not take back any hurtful words I have said to anyone, especially to you Todd, for our disagreement in chat, but I wish I could. Because I am truly sorry for being an idiot. Life is just to short for this. And I was wrong. Please forgive me....smiles,nancyc