Posted by nancyc (205.188.193.173) on August 01, 2001 at 14:10:54:
for all the love you have shown me? Yesterday was the worst day of my life. You guys were with me when I hurt over asking my son and his gal to move. Then last nite when the chest pains started, you guys in chat loved me enough to call EMS. In a few days after I have healed from my hospital visit, I will share some hilarious things that occured. But I have to heal from that experience before I can laugh about it. I don't understand how this thing works ...support...but it does. I have never been this weary in all the 20 years I have been fighting the beast. I let pain, lack of sleep, lack of food, too much medication and stress kick my butt. The beast had a field day with me too. But when I was at my weakest, you guys gave me your strength. Sorry this is so long..damn, getting like mike b LOL (love ya bro). I am now putting back on my battle garment (yeah, Rachel, the purple one) and standing back up on my feet to fight this thing. I just wanted to tell you all how much I love all of you..(gettin sentimental like Ree now.LOL) I have never had so many calls, emails, or posts except for the Adam Project. You loved me when I did not love myself and I thank you for that. You gave me my smile back...gonna need it tomorrow when my boss is chewing my ass out or firing me one. LOL. I feel alot stronger rite now because of you all..(Joy, that does not mean you can yell at me.LOL) I have never had anyone love me the way you guys do and I thank you from the bottom of my heart. So, when any of you feel weak, call me because I got alot to give back cause you gave to me so freely. smiles,nancyc