Posted by nancyc (152.163.201.73) on July 27, 2001 at 14:50:50:
In Reply to: Am I in the right place? posted by Gizi on July 27, 2001 at 11:37:48:
it is too much. I could relate to the part about your children too.,My son experienced my clusters growing up. He is 21 years old, he and his girlfriend just moved in with me. I am getting hit really bad. I,too , tried to shield the pain from him when he was young but being a single parent, it was hard to do. They scare him to death. He has been watching me get hit recently, beggin me to stay off the computer and let everything go...I have had somethings i am working on and can not do this...He is still frightened for me. I have promised to stay offline and watch a movie with him cause he thinks I need to take a break.. i know his insecurities of clusters come from watching what happened to me when he was a child. He is now very protective of me. I will be praying for you, and your children. I wish he had never had to see me suffer so much...know that is why he is overlyprotective of me now..God bless and email me anytime. smiles,nancyc