Posted by Michelle (208.180.41.2) on July 24, 2001 at 03:04:26:
Today I recieved my first hard cold slap of reality regarding disability.
I requested personel files from the hospital I gave my life to for several years to be an addition to my support for filing disability...well they covered they're ass and left out any if not all documentation leading to my departure due to cluster headaches..Migranes , depression...
FUCK YOU MEDICAL CENTER!!!!!!!
Good thing I deleted my copy of "The Anarchist Cookbook " or did I ?
It seems that everyone I have gotten medical files from have played by the same fucking rules!
I WILL NEVER again sacrfice myself for any organzation !
I would LOVE to go back to work ! I miss being out in the community and being an asset to any company I worked for.
I hurt...I have horrible pain...confusion..all the shit that comes with ClusterHeadaches including the depression .
I can't belive how fucking hard it is for me to claim what I have rightfully earned!
FUCK THE GOVERNMENT!!
I would be allowed a miserable $608 bucks a month. Better then what I am making now....$0
This can happen to anyone...I reminded everyone I spoke to today...The only difference between you and I is that this...happened to me .
You are not better nor are you more intelligent then I .
It can happen to you !
So all the fuckers wraped up in theyre red tape ...when it happens to you ....I will never judge you nor call you lazy...nor question your character.
I will support and love you ...and remind you that you are worthy and at one time you thought this could never happen to you !