Posted by Henk (212.123.190.76) on July 22, 2001 at 17:27:52:
Hi all,
here's another update from my side,
slept well from fri - sat.
But last night gave 4 attacks :-(
( nope, no beer Mike *g* Good to hear you're doing fine! )
Together with my feeling that the beast wasn't really 'dying', this made me do a very naughty thing: I tried to hit its head again this afternoon.
But since I only received 1/4th dosis LSD and my source is gone for a month or so, I took Srooms ( they can be bought in normal shops in the Netherlands )
( geez: "make sure to have enough to redose" Was a hint I read to late......... )
The "hit" on my head was (is) a little bigger than my last experience, was aiming for light - medium trip this time and guess I succeeded, judging by the experience it gave. ( saw things moving in the edges of my vision, all things had a golden glow )
Now I'll patiencely sit out this 'ride' and see what it brings.
I understand that this 'trial' is pretty new and will 'disturb' the science look. I may not be able to find out wich one did the trick ( provided I improve further): LSD and more time, or the Srooms. Might even be the combination.....
But I neglected the science and aimed for my improvement.......
It's 6 hours ago and had 1 slight shadow till now.
Will keep you posted!
PFDAN's
Henk