Posted by Carl D on April 25, 1999 at 03:26:28:
ATTACK/ARREST
you dont understand this ripping feeling inside of me
I'm falling apart at the seams of my wits end
I cant control my nervousness with this
constant panic attacks, I'm coming unglued
well I really dont care if you dont care
just tell me who its happening to here
youre just too casual and cool
my mental security has come unglued
shaking like a leaf blown by the wind
afraid I cant control my nervousness with this
I'm falling apart at the seams of my wits end
my heart is pounding out of my chest
well I really dont care if you dont care
this heart does not beat inside your chest
your just too casual and cool
AS I GO INTO CARDIAC ARREST
written after a fight with an ex-employer, I recorded this song 3 years ago, It is still one of my favorites, and is timely for me, as I have once again started having panic attacks.
Carl D