Posted by Carl D on April 24, 1999 at 23:45:36:
In Reply to: Suffering, but here for all of you :) posted by Jimm on April 24, 1999 at 18:13:53:
I unfortunately know how you feel Jimm. These things are killing me. I don't have much of a life left anymore as a result. I don't really sleep: I can lay in bed for 10 hrs and get 2 hrs sleep, have three or four h/a's, and get out of bed exhausted, and nobody understands. I feel like someone has beaten me up, the meds are keeping me sick all the time, I haven't been able to work for over a year, lost most everything I own, and have less than five days to find another place to live. So yeah, I understand the frustration and how this can play with your mind and emotions bigtime. I can't believe I have stayed sane this long (or have I actually gone insane and everyone around me is too kind to let me know).Anyway, it seems I cant get on here without venting or writing poetry (ok everyone, lol). But I am thankful I found this site and people like Drummer, Barb D,and Bob Kipple. My own familiy is frustrated with me because they dont know what to do, and so you could say I dont have much support there (were dysfunctional anyway). So anyway, as someone else said Jimm, welcome to the familiy. Stay strong guys and if you hear of anybody going ballistic and blowing away doctors and govt. officials...
just kidding,
or not
Carl D
The Terminator