Posted by MARY on April 20, 1999 at 12:04:21:
Please all of you who believe as I am going to see the Neuro team tomorrow. They have agreed to take over my care so I can at last get the best treate=ment. I have agreed to have a CH brought on so they can study what happens to the brain during an attack. I am going to be in an attack by choice. I never thought I would ever do that and I feel a bit scared at the moment. They promise to end it with meds if I can't bear it. I hope that by doing it one day we will be able to know how and why this happens and FIND A CURE! Anyway, I think I am doing the right thing. It would help knowing that God is with me. Hope you don't think I am a total nutter! Also want to say thanks to all who wrote such kind things yesterday. I was feeling so low and it was a real lift when I got back to work this morning to read all of your messages. Thank you. What an amazing site to have found. Well, I'll be out of contact till late tomorrow UK time, thats 10 ahead of US i think. Bye for now. M.