Posted by Joanie (152.163.195.198) on May 28, 2001 at 14:56:13:
In Reply to: Your reply post posted by Kevin M on May 28, 2001 at 14:18:28:
Machines, don't you love them? Anyway, thanks for putting things in perspective. I don't normally let these CH's get to me, but it's been particularly bad and the thought of another two months of these got to me this morning and I'm afraid I was feeling a little be sorry for myself as well as scared at not being able to handle it any more. I know that's the one thing I shouldn't do and normally I don't - it just gives the beast more to work with. I also decided not to use narcotics this go around and it's been tough adjusting. When I start feeling down about it I try to remember those that are chronic sufferers...God I don't know how they do it. Thanks for your words of support and wisdom. I can feel it coming again so I've got to go gear up for another go around, but I'm ready for him. Thanks, Joanie