Posted by Kevin M (64.12.105.177) on May 28, 2001 at 13:25:37:
In Reply to: Kinda scared right now...... posted by Joanie on May 28, 2001 at 10:34:34:
Joanie, I have been in a particularly long cycle this time, since February. The beast is consistent daily, upon waking, midday, and after falling asleep. I've seen a doctor and have been able to meet and greet the beast at every appearance and successfully beat him back into his cave each time without narcotic drugs. I suffer daily from its grasp on me when I don't meet him in time, but I haven't missed a day of work the entire time. It can be managed, but accept it as a full time job and be sensitive to its oncoming. Don't feel sorry for yourself and be brave and with the right weapons, have faith he will be detered for just this time and everytime and be prepared that he will always be back. Don't fret, you will win, though not without some agonizing suffering, that is to be accepted. Be brave and overcome, he can be dealt with. With Love and Help Always - Kevin M.