Posted by drummer on April 16, 1999 at 21:56:15:
I will light the match this morning,
So I won't be alone.
Watch as they lie silent,
Cause soon my will, it'll be gone.
I will stand, arms outstretched,
Pretend I'm free to roam.
I will make my way,
Through one more day, alone.
I will walk around in darkness,
Hearing the torturers tone.
Trying to remain in silence,
He must not hear me moan.
As I beg and plead for death,
The pain knocks me to my knees.
As I fight this agony,
Death ignores my pleas.
I will hold the candle,
Until it burns up my arm.
I'll keep taking punches,
Until his will grows worn.
I will stare the sun down,
Until my eyes go blind.
I won't change direction,
And, I won't change my mind.
I will swallow poison,
Until I grow immune.
I will scream my lungs out,
Until it fills this room.
How much more can I take?
How much difference does it make?